DREAM DIARY

(I had a long nap and ended up having a nightmare lol) It was late at night and I was talking to my aunt, we were standing at her porch when my nose started to bleed. I didn't care and just kept talking but I could feel the blood going in my mouth and it tasted horrible. Then my other nostril started to bleed too, it was getting ridiculous at this point so I decided it was a good idea to take a picture of my face and send it to a friend. I looked at myself with the front camera of my phone and my whole face was covered in blood, I'm talking forehead, cheeks, eyelids, everything except for the borders of my face, I looked like a pizza. It was gross, but I took the picture anyway and sent it. Once it got sent, I realised it looked different now. My hair was black and I had pigtails (?), I was sticking my tongue out, there was less blood, and the whole picture had a weird filter that made it look more intense, I don't know how to describe things, but it didn't look like me.

I was scrolling on my phone and I found a clip of a random streamer playing videogames, but when i look closer to the webcam it was my friend??? So I spammed the comments with a bunch of "HIIIII!!!" like a psycho.

The bell went off, it was finally time to go home. I walked out and looked around to find my mom's car, she had told me she would pick me up from school so I didn't have to walk back home, but I couldn't find her car so I just stood there at the school's gates waiting for her. I noticed some of my classmates weren't leaving either, they were standing close to me and talking about hanging out together after school, I wasn't in the conversation, I was just checking my phone in case my mom sent me a message. Suddenly, this girl walked up to me and said something along the lines of "Hey, I understand that we're from the same class and all that, but that doesn't mean you have to be around us all the time, you can't be friends with my friends, alright? So just go home" and I looked at her with a confused expression. I tried to explain that I wasn't there because I wanted to be around my classmates, I was just waiting for my mom, but it seems like she didn't understand. But then I heard the noise that windows computers make, and I noticed three of my friends were going into a strange house. I crossed the road and followed them in, suddenly I was in an old computer game playing against them, it was Halloween themed and we had to carve pumpkins and stuff like that, it was fun.

I went to a TV Girl concert with a friend. The crowd was separated by colours, the ones dressed in pink were on the left and the ones dressed in blue were on the right, I had to be separated from my friend because I was dressed in blue and he was dressed in pink. I was scared of losing him in the crowd since everyone looked the same but suddenly he had a green Mohawk so I could see him from where I was. I got to my seat and noticed that the people in front of me were staring, turns out they were my old high school classmates. We started chatting and they brought up that time I was a frog-themed superhero in Miraculous Ladybug (???) and we watched a scene of me fighting a giant yellow monster in my frog costume. During the concert I went to McDonald's and asked for a happy meal (it was like 85 dollars wtf), the toys were some kind of polar bears and they came with a piece of paper and some crayons so you could draw something, but the cashier started drawing my friend on the paper (?) and he gave me two burgers so I went back to the crowd and shared a burger with my friend.

I don't remember much about it, honestly. I got in an argument with my mom and later I found out that she had a group chat with other members of my family where they talked shit about me and made fun of me for being emotional. I got really mad and confronted her about it but she just laughed it off. I think I said something about not wanting to talk to my family ever again after finding out that they basically hate me. Later, my aunt sent me some videos of me when I was a kid as a way to make me feel nostalgic or something, like she wanted me to see myself as a kid laughing with my family and feel bad about wanting to go no-contact. After that, the dream changed. It was my first day of school and I couldn't find what classroom I had to go to. And then it changed again and I found out that one of my online friends was a 30 year old man who kinda looked like Kurt Cobain with long hair. Idk, dreams are weird. I've been dreaming a lot recently.

My laptop got fixed so I sat on my bed and opened it, I was scrolling through YouTube when I saw the thumbnail of a new penguinz0 video. His face was deformed. He had crossed eyes, his whole face was tilted to the side, and his jaw hung open. I just couldn't look at it, it looked almost painful. I stopped watching his videos. I remember feeling disappointed, like I would have to ignore his channel and everything he did just because he looked like that. That got me thinking about how superficial I am. His content was the same, his personality was the same, he was the same person, why would I stop watching his videos just because I found him ugly now?

I worked as a mechanic with my uncle, we had a lot of leftover plastic laying around for some reason and I would recycle it to fix stuff, so everything in our garage had like an orange accent that was basically the orange plastic I used to fix it. I got there after school and he was taking a nap so I sat on the floor and tried to do my homework but I was too lazy to do it, instead I started floating around and looking at all the cool stuff he had, like his electric guitar or the giant flag. It was a black flag with a drawing of two fire dragons facing each other, the flames of the one on the left were dying down (sorry, I don't really know how to describe it in English) and it had a poem on the bottom, I can't remember exactly what it said but it was something about how the fire dragons have intercourse in the air and when one of them dies, it looks like a star disappeared, but it's not a star, it's the dragon's flames... fuck, I dunno, I don't have the words to describe it. I was floating right in front of the flag and thought about taking a picture of it and sending it to a certain someone because it reminded me of them, but in the end I didn't do it because I'm a pussy even in my own dreams.

I had travelled to the past, but it was a bit confusing. Technically it was 2004, but I was alive in the past and I was a baby, so maybe 2014? But also it was just a few years after the Argentine dictatorship...? Anyways. I had travelled to the past to talk to my mum, tell her a few things, and also to watch movies. I watched one where Ryan Gosling was the main character and he was trying to kill himself by eating too much lasagna, and the actress for Rachel from friends was his girlfriend. I don't know.

This one's kinda weird and embarrassing but I'll put it here anyway. I had a dream about a guy I met online, he sent me a voice message where he sounded pretty drunk and he was crying while telling me he lost a piece of his lego set. I replied with something like "did you mean to send that??" and he was like "what? ofc dude you're like one of my closest friends" and I'm like "wtf no I'm not". Then I was playing Stardew Valley but other players could visit your farm online, he had sent me a text about needing amethysts so I left a chest for him with all the amethysts I had, but I was acting as if I didn't care about what he needed or whatever.

I don't know, it was a really weird dream. I don't like dreaming about people I met online, it's kinda creepy. I don't even know what this guy sounds like or even looks like, and having a dream where he says I'm a close friend is pretty strange to me.

It was late at night, I was in my bedroom. My cousin and his girlfriend came upstairs looking for me, we talked for a bit until they convinced me to join everyone downstairs. I stood at the top of the stairs and watched as they walked down, but I didn't follow them. I went to my room again and looked out the window, it was dark outside but I could see all the colorful Christmas lights decorating every house, it looked like stars. And there I was, completely alone again while everyone was having a good time. But I felt happy.

Friends but Ross is on datura in every episode. That's it, that was the dream. What do I think it means? No idea honestly lol

My mum was sick, she couldn't get out of bed. It was dinner time so I went downstairs to the kitchen and made a pizza from scratch. I wasn't good at cooking, I put the ingredients in the wrong order. If I remember correctly, I put salami and cheese first, then some jalapeños, that's when I realised I forgot to put the tomato sauce and I just put it on top of it. I went upstairs to my mother's bedroom and gave her the pizza, which was the size of my hand for some reason, and I said something like "The order of the factors does not change the product.". She ate the pizza and liked it.