[29/01/25]
It was late at night, I was in my bedroom. My cousin and his girlfriend came upstairs looking for me, we talked for a bit until they convinced me to join everyone downstairs. I stood at the top of the stairs and watched as they walked down, but I didn't follow them. I went to my room again and looked out the window, it was dark outside but I could see all the colorful Christmas lights decorating every house, it looked like stars. And there I was, completely alone again while everyone was having a good time. But I felt happy.
[28/01/25]
Friends but Ross is on datura in every episode. That's it, that was the dream. What do I think it means? No idea honestly lol
[25/01/25]
My mum was sick, she couldn't get out of bed. It was dinner time so I went downstairs to the kitchen and made a pizza from scratch. I wasn't good at cooking, I put the ingredients in the wrong order. If I remember correctly, I put salami and cheese first, then some jalapeños, that's when I realised I forgot to put the tomato sauce and I just put it on top of it. I went upstairs to my mother's bedroom and gave her the pizza, which was the size of my hand for some reason, and I said something like "The order of the factors does not change the product.". She ate the pizza and liked it.